Sorry!
And....I am really exhasuted now. I will write my diary tomorrow, plz forgive me.
p.s.
"It's the dream afraid of wakin' that never takes the chance."
It's me the kismet afraid of disillusionin' my own belief that never wants to wake up.
I don't want the truth to dawn on me. But, there's a fatalistic warning -- symbolizin' the disillusions of an everlastin' story.
Nothin' really matters and lasts?