written @ 12:34 am on 18.10.02

Yesterday I did something which I couldn't forgive myself. I was so unhappy after doing that. It hurts. I am still down till now. Please forgive me..... I cant fa pay 4 anymore!!!! That's a promise I have to keep!!!!!

p.s. Though it seems really stupid to be like that...but i cant help myself.... let me be like that then.

p.s.s. "i miss you.... n' i cried last nite.".....this time, even though there was no response, i juz could feel that you're with me....is it a kind of illusion only?