written @ 11:02 pm on 24.06.03

Had you been feeling that pain, you would regret for making a hole in your ear bone. Yes, especially to make a hole go through your fragile upper ear bone.

Well, the hole just reddens without any reason. Thereafter a pain follows with some unpleasant liquid like substances. So what comes next will be a fever with great pain. Insomnia is then unavoidable. I am sure such a fever will be memorized for a whole life.

Do try it.

p.s. If you still dare to do so after seeing my heart-deep advice.

　

written @ 7:03 pm on 24.06.03

在夢中。

我累了。真的。
彷彿再睡，再睡，也是不會醒來的。
然後我決定要賭這一次。

我以後不要再醒來了，好了麼？

我也略F。也是真的。
然後再哭，再哭，略]是不會停吧。
也就賭多一次。

就以後也哭著走，哭著睡吧。

醒來了。