i knew it would and i allowed it to happen. everytime i do it with tears.
if you dun want sth to befall, just dun speak them out please.
i can tell myself that fantasy is real and dreams can be materialised. but what i cant do is to deceive myself forever. i am not that stupid though i am never clever either.
p.s. thanks pistols, at least my heart doesnt have to break twice in one single nite.