the pa tree is awesome!~~~~~
thanks!!!
"Well, so every single penny is actually goin' into YOUR own pocket, isn't it? for you don't have to pay the company at the time being," i asked.
i suddenly remembered how i scolded mr chan and nancy's ex-bf: i became the rudest zoe you could never ever imagine. i can still recall melissa's comment-- "oh! zoe you're always nice... i can never imagine such rude words will come out of your mouth..." yes she was deeply shocked when she heard what i could truly say out loud to a bad man.
i was genuinely angry with a mean man like that. but then i decided not to waste my own energy to get pissed off. after that so-called quarrel and "victory" i had a bar of chocolate to please myself, or in other words, to kill myself, while i was still havin' a sore throat... but i guess i am okok now as i feel no more pain already.
though the pain goes, the anguish is still there, for today is a "special" day.
ok.
i will let everything go.
the only thing i will do is to forget.
p.s. i would never let my boy be a mean guy! never!!!