to live is to love .

written @ 11:14 pm on 31.12.04

big kwan!!!
i was really happy to receive safe calls from you though you woke me up in the early morning. it's so great to know you are safe. you know yesterday i was trying to search your photo on the missingperson website from thai... i was just so frightened lor!!!!
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i am so sorry to make you worried too... and asked you to call big kwan for so many times.......

very happy to see diamond's msg la... very very surprised laaaa, especially i know i dont have many readers now ehehee. (the fact is i dont write good enough to attract ppl laaaaaa)

today we went to play bowling. i kind of like it though i had a horrible experience when i played it at six. i long for playing it with fireeeee. ehehe. i just think of him again and again today. i still remember fire joined the bowling club at high school and i laughed at him for days and weeks. miss you and love you laaaa.

just now talked on the phone with you. you're being so tart to your friend. i recall the days i was like this. after the call, i suddenly ask myself why i can plump for you for so many years with tears, while you wont be unhappy for my sadness, will you? i have learnt more about myself after the call. i always believe it's better to be emotional than being indifferent. so tears aint bad, and being vulnerable isnt weak either.

tomorrow i will meet thomas son son laaaa.
cool!!!!

i will write my 2004 review later.
too many things happened within this "moving" year... moved for at least 10 times with my stuff.......
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finished bridget jones novels before the new year!
hurrah!!!!
mark darcy is soooooooo sparkling in the books. i wanna study law so much now. ehehee.

p.s. the greatest thing in life, is to love and be loved in return.

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