written @ 12:28 am on 28.01.05

no courage.
no confidence.
no cleverness.
no self-identity.
no computer knowledge.
no drawing skills.
no writing skills.
no inner poise.
no assertiveness.
no time-management skills.
no business brain.

sometimes i feel like myself a piece of shit. and that's why you go away-- the thought i have had for these few years.