dispellin' my own trepidation .

written @ 10:39 pm on 19.02.05

in fact i really hate myself being so maudlin.

i know it's no good to negate myself so sometimes i try to be indifferent towards everything, and be heedless of everyone.

but deep down i know being callous all the time is futile to me. i can never possess a phlegmatic temperarment no matter how hard i acquire.

the only choice i have now is to find another way out for myself.

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