written @ 11:27 pm on 12.01.06

so finally i spent $160 to buy a hope, trying to get $500,000 by throwin' that $160 away. even when i fail doin' that i can still let the whole world know yes i have tried my best in which i have no regrets at all. well, in fact i dun even have the chance to regret now for all i can do is to wait, which is unnervin' and helpless until the hope is finally vanished.

p.s. years elapsed but you're still in my dream.