But, the "sorry" wasn't for me.
He knows I'm down for that but he never tries to comfort me; instead, he looks down upon me and hopes I can never be happy, without him.
I ask myself a question.
"What kind of relationship you're really yearnin' for?"
At the time being I really dunno what I long for but I can tell you what I hate deep down in my heart.
I hope to live a life without his messages and words and images and memories.
Can I?