written @ 3:59 pm on 14.04.04

He said "sorry" in the message.

But, the "sorry" wasn't for me.

He knows I'm down for that but he never tries to comfort me; instead, he looks down upon me and hopes I can never be happy, without him.

I ask myself a question.
"What kind of relationship you're really yearnin' for?"

At the time being I really dunno what I long for but I can tell you what I hate deep down in my heart.

I hope to live a life without his messages and words and images and memories.

Can I?

replay it once || play it now

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