My eldest sister said I had enlarged the unhappiness, but I have no choice, I am a person like that.
It is really difficult to be a perfectionist, especially if you're not a hardworking person.
And that's what I am blaming and scolding myself.
Undeniably, I am a piece of shit too.
p.s. I am now in the jour. lab. I am damn busy with the comm. channel interview. Thanks everyone who has ever listened to my tears.